Emil Castagnier (
knightofratatosk) wrote2009-10-03 10:46 pm
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[Accidental Voice]
[The first sound that can be heard is a loud thump as the journal hits the floor and pops open to record everything that follows.]
No...
[Emil isn't even aware that his journal is open and picking up all of this.]
No, no no please no please... no... no!!
[His voice escalates in pitch, ending in a strangled, heart-wrenching cross between a scream and a sob.]
Richter!!
No...
[Emil isn't even aware that his journal is open and picking up all of this.]
No, no no please no please... no... no!!
[His voice escalates in pitch, ending in a strangled, heart-wrenching cross between a scream and a sob.]
Richter!!
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... Relax, Emil. Letting yourself get worked up like this isn't going to help anything.
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[... but this hurts more than anything I've ever felt before and I don't know how to make it stop.]
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I'm not saying you should smile or shrug it off right away, but you can't let this beat you down, either. Understand?
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What... what would you do if Judith was sent home?
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... I don't know. I'll never know unless it happens. But however things end up, I'd still keep going on with what I have to do. I can't waste time feeling sorry for myself when I have a son that would need me more than ever at that point.
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T-that's right, you have Jonah now.
[Though he won't say it, there's a little part of Emil that's worried he's going to be forgotten in favor of Jonah now that the kid is here. After all, kids are a huge responsibility, right? So of course Yuri is going to be busy taking care of him. Suddenly Emil feels bad for pulling Yuri away from his family.]
He needs you to take care of him.
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[He's getting an odd feeling from the way Emil said all that, but he's not going to dwell on it. If he gets that feeling again some time in the future, he's definitely going to bring it up.]
You think you'll be alright on your own for now?
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[Okay, so he's totally lying about being okay, but when is Emil ever honest about that kind of thing?]
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Hey, I chose to get involved on my own, didn't I? You don't have to apologize for something like that.
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But I was the one who was screaming over the journals.
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Well, it's not like you did it on purpose or anything, right?
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[And turning around and starting off for the door.]
... Well, I better get going. Get some rest, Emil.
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